delusional?

am i delusional? yes sometimesss..hahaha..
but this song is really cute kan?



oh best gak kalu ade org HOTTTness yg stalk i cmtu...hahaha..see told u, im delusional.

sometimes, being all delusional can give u a little comfort, isnt it?..imagining how blissfull and happy your life is, when the real world wasnt treating you so nicely at all.

i have soooo many stories in my head, that i keep on playing and changing according to my mood. the scary part is, at times i forgot that it was just my imagination. wanting something so bad can be a real danger when your mind is "creative", dont u think?

when people do bad things or say really bad things about me, i dont shout straight into thier face. thats rude..instead, what i do is, when i go back home, i'll lay on my bed, and i'll recreate the scene..and then i'll say/shout/scream or do wahteva possible/impossible thing to them. if im not satisfied with the drama im creating in my head, i just rewind it all back, and re-create..until i feel that my anger has subside......dont you think that this is a better way to manage ur anger?well, it works, atleast for me.. that is why, it is veryyy verryyyy seldom (if ever!) that u see me getting angry at you..kan?


see, my delusions/illusion arent so bad at all. it has saved a lot of people from my intolarable shouting, fugly angry face and unimaginable abusing (u should see me in imagination. it wasnt a preety sight at all.haha)

so, take a moment and think.

:)

hey..DYKTIMUSFB?

DYKTIMUSFB?
B.U.D.E.C!
but for the sake of time and space, am gonna let this one slip tru..
making my way with a smile and stop being paranoid (haha)
hope to see u at the other end..
see ya !
heehuu~




p/s: im diagnosed with a severe case of paranoia (if u dont already know)..hahaha.

paranoid much? hahaha

bawak g jenjalan pliz..plizzz...?

please...?
can u just take me away?
anywhere...oh puhleezzz..
nk jenjalan!

chapter 3

that chapter 3,
suprisingly, was quite long,
not as short as i expected it to be, in the begining..
but by the look of it, i tot its gonna write it self up for a few more pages..
unfortunately i cant be greedy, can i?



well,
it ended.
it ended nicely i would say.
not a happy ending. not a sad one.
just nice.


chapter 2 on the other hand, is still in writting progress..
its very thick.. hopefully it'll get thicker.
and i really hope, that i wont find the end of it.

babi btul la~

hahaha..this is fun..Douglas Lim has done it again..
super creative la parody ni kan..hahahahah..