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:)

sugar

.when u dont tell me about all those sweet little (or big) things you did for me.
.and when i come to know about it from someone else.
my heart just melts awayyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~
i think i might get diabetes
dear you, thank you.

pisang emas dibawa berlayar, msk sbijik di atas peti...

akhirnye..masalah rumah, nk pilih2 bilik dah settel..
sampai bengkak2 mate..hamek ko.
malu sgt2 ok...xpernah ngis depan org tau x..buang tebiat agaknye..buruk! buruk!
tp td mmg xleh tahan pny..gigil2 otot2 muka nk than..gagal.



1. thanks to my very understanding housemates faran n ecah..thanks a lot k..hutang budi ni..i'll pay it back one day.

2. thanks to U for giving me the comfort and support i needed. i really2 apreciate it. :) (p/s: tikam dia, jgn xtikam)


bak kate org..buat baik dibalas baik..




aku pulak,
Syukur Alhamdulillah..Allah bukakkan jalan tuk aku kali ni..
mungkin sbb aku tlg cicak yg terstuck 2 hari dlm sink tu kuar td kot..

thx cicak sbb doakan aku. len kali stuck la lagi, leh aku tlg.

kwn makan kwn

aku xsgka..
never in my life, i tot you would do this to me..

kamu..kamu terkantoi la..
kamu lupe..kamu penah TERRRbagi tau sy bende yg kamu xprasan, adalah sgt penting.
sy rase la kan, kamu smpi skang xprasan, yg kamu dah TERbg info tu.
dan sy ade bukti kukuh yg kamu perangkap sy..
sumpah xsgka.sumpah.

kamu tau sy ni dlm kesusahan yg amat la sgt..
kamu tau sy ni amat la sedang memerlukan barang yg kamu offer tu..
mmg sy la yg bodo, g percaya sgt kat kamu tu kan..
yela,kwn sndiri, sape xcaya kan?
xsgka kene tipu hidup2..

nk tau cane kamu terkantoi?
mlm smalam, dah nk tido ni..dah kul 3am..dah tutup lampu dah pon..dah pejam mata dlm 5min..
tgh pikir2 pasal kesempitan yg aku tgh lalui skang ni..dgn amat la sedeyh..
aku terpikir nape la mata ni xnk tido2 agy..aku dah guling2 pon xnk tido..
tetibe, Allah ilhamkan kat aku..xtau kenapa..xtau untuk ape..tp mcm ade sumting yg bagitau aku "eh syaz. pekata ko cek..btul ke?"
..........
jwapan yg terpampang kat depan mata aku wat jantung ni rase nk jatuh.
...........
aku cek lagi skali....
....btul...
cek lagi..
...still sama...
pagi ni aku cek lagi..sbb aku sgt xcaye laaaa die wat cani kat aku..
..tetap sama...........


kepada kamu..
how could you. i trusted you. now, i will never again.never.
i know im stupid.but never once i tot YOU, of all people would do that to me.
YOU.



and after soooo long i tried not too... i cried.






p/s: again..dont anybody ask me, who am i refering to. please DONT!
bcoz seriously, you wouldn't want to hear the words that might come out from my mouth.


p/s: sai..this is not about you. jgn awak terasa pulak tau. you, i love..

login facebook dpt rm100..halal ke haram?

it has been awhile since the first time i hear about this scheme.
and i was OFCOURSE very very very sceptical, as im a paranoid.
for me, this scheme is one of the 'get rich scheme'..
i have never believe in it.
sume tipu nih!

but yesterday, my fren, Nana, has ask me to join this scheme..and i was, like i always has been, very sceptical, said to her that "u masuk dulu, if u dpt duit tu btul2, bru i masuk".. and she did. yesterday, she bank-in her rm100 to her upline, and this morning she came to class and.. "syaz! i dah dpt rm700!!".. and i was like "yeke..(still sceptical)..dah msuk bank u ke? (secara sinisnye)"..she said "of belom, i xde la nk gtau u..DAH!"...ape lagi, i straight away "OK I NK MASUK. REGISTERKAN I SKANG!" hahaha..that was me being me. hehe

ok then, i pon start la..msging my frens to invite them to join the scheme..sebab cm gempak kan dpt rm700 dlm sehari.
some seems interested. some says no. but one make made me think.
yes..that one person made me think of the consequences.. and he actually made me feel like a bad person. yeah..
but somehow, thank to him, i waas having some thoughts "hurm..halal ke bende ni?kang aku makan hasil duit ni, pejadi? sanggup ke aku sbb duit skit kat dunia ni, kene soal kat akhirat nnt?" ...hurmm..
then i had some discussion with my classmate regarding this matter..some of them said that it is haram.
feeling very dissapointed, because i REALLY REALLY need some money now, i decided not to join the scheme, and said sorry to Nana that i could do it. i just can't.

but, i still want to get some money somehow. i remembered that my mom, is working in an islamic bank. thus i called her..
she said that "it is not Syariah Compliant. but it is not considered Haram also bacause it has a product to offer.its up to you to use the product or not, but the company has provided you with their products. and that is it. anyway syg, it is really up to you in the end. what is your niat? your niat is to help the one who is your upline, which is nana your friend, and at the same time, you help yourself, right?..i know you are concern about the halal and haram issues, but if you are not satisfied with my answer, you can do your own research. search the net darling, im sure there must be some issues regarding this already.."

so, i did my research..
some said haram, some said halal.
you can read these articles
the one saying its haram: click here
and the one saying that it is halal: click here
after debating with my own conscience i decided that the debate of the the article that says it is halal wins.
read it guys.. read it.. i did my research, and so must you.

in the end,
i registered under nana on the scheme!


to those interested, you can ask me.
its easy money. not free money. but without "usaha" you will not earn anything!!
so keep your mind open.
if you have decided to join, ask me for details!

this is my link:
http://www.infinitydownline.com/?id=akusyazz