to be or not to be?

yes it is true..
there is a fine line between two things..

there's is a fine line between hot and cold..
between hate and love
between bestfriends and lovers
between genius and madness
between fishing and just standing on the shore like an idiot..
between confidence and cockiness
between work and slavery

and for the matter that im in now is...there is a finee line between HAVING a fever and NOT having it anymore..there is an eerie gray area, where my body is confusing it self. some parts of my brain are practically saying "yes!!syaz ko dah sembuh.leh g men kejar2"...and at the same time, there are some that are saying "u dont have enough sleep.sleep some more.u have not urinated enough today,only 99times today, up, go and pee some more..who says that u are all better syaz?im the one who is controlling u...now u will feel very cold! no no no..wait..i want u to feel hot! steamy hot..yes hot.....hurmm..no not hot..cold is better..yup cold! shiver now u little bastard!shiver!shiver!hahahah!!...wait..how would you like to experience the feeling of flying?..now, you will feel your legs wobble, the world around you spin like crazy!!yes i like it!!yes like that!! ok now, be like this for the rest of the day...fly all day long for free!yeayyyy"...


rase cm nk bunuh org tau x..rase cm nk bunuh doctor yg kasi MC shari je tu..
duduk rase nk terbang, baring rase melayang...
rase sejuk, tp bile pakai slimut peluh cm laha**t, bile bukak slimut gigil cm gile..
mkn antibiotic merah tu, sure sesak nafas,
perut rase pusing2 bykkkkk gile kentut,
stomach upset,
cirit birit,
nausea,
lightheadedness,
hingus ngalir cm empangan pecah,
eyeball panas n sakit
xpaham, nape air mata pon nk kuar gak , bukan air mata ngis lak tu,pelik
tekak cm kene gigit ngan 1000 semut api
kencing agaknye ade dlm 467kali shari

tp suhu kat dahi, xpanas..

now you tell me..

am i having a fever or am i Not?


arghhhhh...badan please stop confusing yourself.please...

laaitu dipa rataan sakma

td..aku ckp sama aqila, aku sudah mau tidur..esok ade presentation. (qila, btul weyh aku xtipu)..

tp, aku ter'pause membaca blog kau..
kau weyh..budak yg slalu wat aku gelak..
budak yg slalu aku tny "ko suke hati x?"..and ko wat muke konfius "huh?aku tgh mkn kot, pesal ko tny pasal aku happy ke x lak ni??"..haih..aku ckp pasal hati ayam la mangkuk..haha..
ko la budak yg plg ikot arahan "pggil die "syaz comel" kalu x, bayar aku 50sen!"...hari2 ko pggil aku syaz comel.hah..aku tau aku comel. wekk..hahaha
ko la budak yg sukeeeeee gelakkan sorang kwn kita yg gagap tu..hahaha..bile kite bergabung nk bahan die, mmg smpai jatuh kerusi. dah jatuh benti jap.gelak lagi.
ko la budak yg tinggal.alahai...dekat gile ngan umah aku...tp baru skali je ko dtg..aku lak xpernah g umah ko..(sorry weyh)
ko la budak yg suke cikgu Rushidi pny teka teki..sape x kan?..hahaha aku pon!
ko la budak yg dgn aku kite terbalikkan perkataan2 yg ade...dan kite wat lagu ni..

laaitu dipa rataan sakma..
soke nganja yula-anyula..
taiin mika rataan paknam..
soke nganja durin-andurin..

skang aku dah xleh pnggil ko "budak yg"....ko skarang adalah wanita.
wanita yg sudah lama sgt aku tinggalkan..
sehingga aku xtau, yg ko boleh menulis luahan yg sgt indah..
dan..
sehingga aku xtau ade kisah sedih disebalik tawa riang kau itu..
dan sebalik semua itu, adanya seorang wanita yg tabah.
maafkan aku ye kwn..


aisyah aku rindu ko..
rindu raqim gak.
rindu khai gak.
rindu nk gelak smpai jatuh krusi sbb nk tunggu raqim legkapkan ayat.

(eh ok, kang penat aku nk tulis aku rindu sume org...jgn kecik aty la ye..dah kul 2am ni..otak xcenter nk ingt name sume org)

ahhhhh rindu semua la!!


aisyah...jgn hilangkan senyuman ko yg manis tu ye..nnt kalu kite jmpe lagi, aku nk tgk ko masih mampu ukir senyum tuk aku :)

no update.

bukan xnk update....nak sgt

bukan xde idea....hish byk gileeeee

bukan xde mase....hahaha ok ni gelak, sbb mmg belambak2 lambak lambak dan lambak

bukan xde tenet connection.....ade, laju lak tu

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habis tu...kenape dajahnye x update2??







SBB MALAS GILEEEEE WEYHHHHH....



nnt2 la bila rajin aku jadikan kau teman luahan sejati aku ye missy bloggy...ye rindu kamu juga!!..tp ...nnt la..MALASSS!!!hehe..

fuhyo :D

ok agak canggeh ek blogspot ni skang. sudah boleh tukar layouttt..yeay. (ok fine, tau cm ketinggalan gile kan)..tp lantak la...nk yeay gak. YEAYYYYY!!...sudah tukar..kalu yg dulu2, kalu nk tukar layout, abes la hilang sume bende yg aku wat, badge2, lagu2 la sume menatang tu hilang nnt..tp kali ini, adalah sgt berjaya dan mengagumkan..xhilang pape pon..siap leh tentukan width layout ni..pastu leh pilih dari pelbagai2 jenis dan ragam corak tuk background..ade bnyakkkk gileee..haha..ok cm org gile tgh excited.malu nk smbung lagi pjg2.

so, sape2 yg rase cm dah bosan tahap gaban ngan layout blog die skang, sile2 la explore design2 baru yg ade tu ek?hehuuuu~


kalu dah siap men tukar2 layout, gtau plz..nk tgk! hehe