maybe it is..

this is wut i keep telling myself evryday.. xsgke lak smpi ade poster
.sob.

uhhh laa laa...poster updated

this is goin to be the best charity event!!

my valentine..

kenape ek?
why?

do u remember when we were small (still am small), we always ask the same question over and over again.."why?" "nape?"

once i remember asking ayah..ayah was driving,picking me up from school.i was in standard 1..comel kan?hehe..we pass by a tree..the trunk was small and the tree covered with leaves..small leaves..and i started..

"ayah,tu pokok ape?"
"pokok inai"
"nape?"
"nape ape?"
"nape name die pokok inai?"
"entah..mane la ayah tau..dah org bg name cmtu"
"nape?"
"nape ape agy ni adek?"
"nape ayah xtau?"
"laa..cane la ayah nk tau..bukan ayah yg bg name pokok tu.."
"nape bukan ayah yg bg?"
"dah org dulu2 yg bg..ayah belum lahir lagy mase tu"
"nape?nape ayah blom lahir lagi mase tu?"
"ape la adik ni..dah2..tny soalan yg bukan2"
"ayah!!!!!!!!!nk tau...nape ayah xlahir lagi mase tu????"
"ish adek ni..sbb nenek blom kawin!"
"nape??nape nenek blom kawin ayah??atuk mane??nape??ayah??"
"ish ayah xnk la kwn ngan adek dah.budak jahat. =("........ o'oo ayah dah majuk
guess wut i said next...haha..

and i giggle..knowing dat i succeded in kacau'ing ayah kesayangan yg berambut panjang n curly2 beruban.

if u were my dad,for sure i dah kene tampo kan?haha
..but dat is my ayah..my beloved ayah..REDZWAN NASUDIN..the ever loving and caring father..he who has never let me down..his unconditional love make me go on..his undying concern..i am his life..i am his evrything..i am on top of his chain of love..i am..

ayah..i love u so much..i know u can never let me 'go'..u always think of me as ur 5 years old little girl.."adik kan baru 5 tahun..(sengih)"..u sulk when i act like an adult..(ayah suke majuk..suke sgt..pukul ayah!)

yes ayah..i will love u till forever..and as long as forever would go, i promise to you dat dis 5 years old girl of yours will always be there for you..i promise.i love u sooo much ayah.

.ayahyg sgt comel.

tagged by my sai-yang

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

1. tgh pk nk tulis ape kat random things ni..
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2. sai..boikot mcD la!
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3. i really(x10000^infinity) want sumone to write a song for me and sing it to me..waaahhh..cair thap dewa..mgkin leh ken heart attack..pstu mari trus.
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4. still nk org watkan lagu tuk i..
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5. i baru lepas mandi,pasni nk blk kl jap..
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6. katil xkemas agy..ya Allah pemals tul aku ni
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7. tgh ajak baembo ikot blk kl tuk g meeting
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8. zawir tgh tunjuk gmbr2 pelik yg klaka..some people doesnt grow up..(bukn u ek zwir)
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9. 25? byk nye!
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10. sluar pendek saya warna coklat pekat..ckup random x?haha
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11. pening nk pk psal sponsorship tuk carnival nnt.dui.
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12. ayah saye berambut panjang n curly..sgt rock
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13. oh ibu pon rmbut same cm ayah..tp warna len..ayah pny itam putih..ibu pny itam blonde putih..haha
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14. sy ade seorang kawan yg perangai cm monyet tp kulit mcm cheetah .(leh byg x?)
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15. smalam g bazaar kat s.alam..bosan
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16. ape kelip2 agy zawir nye ym ni..?
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17. rindu petrosains dan org2 nye..wink wink
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18. suke geli2kan jari kat bucu bantal..hehe..
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19. spec sy cm nerd.xske.
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20. muke sy cm nerd gak.xske.(eh yeke?)
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21. oh ye lupe.sy gemok..haha
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22. eh dah masuk waktu..smayang jap.
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23. slalu wat muke xkesah.tp sbenarnye sgt kesah.sy is a caring person.
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24. susah nk syg org.tp bile dah,susah nk benci.tp bile org tu wat perangai tahi,sakit aty.
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25. yes soklan last.

xnk tag org leh?yes mals..

The Rules are simple.

Use google,etc to search for the answers to the questions below.

then you must choose a picture in the first page of result and post it as your answer.

the age of my next birthday
actually i type 22 but dono why dis pic came out..haha :)


a place i like to travel

venice..i LOVE..

a favorite place



favorite food



the nickname i hadlulu..apekah?

a favorite color

.purple.pink

the city I live in
cantik kan?


the city i was born insame..hehe

college major
name of my love

bad habit

hobby
wish list

my wish is for someone to make a love song for me..cairrrrrrrr..oh sweetness

perasaan

perbualan antara 2 roh.. (ini adelah perbualan sms yg sbenar..)

roh 1: "xjmput ke pnyanyi tu tuk event nnt?"
roh 2: "lagu die best cm berantu kan?..tu ar..ko jemput la die"
roh 1: "jemput sape?penyanyi tu ke or *****?
roh 2: "esh nk kene pukul die ni..pnyanyi la..ko g contact die,pastu ko leh tackle"
roh 1: "tackle sape?pnyanyi tu ke or *****?"
roh 2: "penyanyi!!"
roh 1: "tp aku msih sayang pempuan ##### tu :p..bodo kan aku?"
roh 2: "pempuan yg mane? ***** ke, or yg dulu si #####?"
roh 1: "yg dulu.."
roh 2: "xde la..tu perasaan ko..perasaan ni sgt subjektif dan gdik..cm aku la bodo ske si $$$$$ tu..kan?same la tu"
roh 1: "hmm..huhu :p..mane kn ku cari gadis hot untk dibuat isteri?"
roh 2: "disini! :p"
.....
roh 1: "cmne nk kontak penyanyi? die dah tua tp,xminat. Nk die perform"

cis nmpak sgt roh 2 tu x hot..hahaha!..kuang ajo ko roh 1! dan ko sedang mnyatakan yg roh 2 tu tua gak kan?..tahi kamu roh 1!haha
bukan ape.. aku nk ckp yg perasaan hati ni cm subjektif..selalunye die rase ape yg otak kate 'jgn rase'.. tp subconciously kite yg in the first place wat die rase ape yg kite rase tu..kn?
btul x?..perasaan syg tu bile dah TER-ade,mmg la sgt susah nk dibasuh dan diberus tuk mghilagkannye..letak clorox n vanish pon blom tentu leh kuar..
roh-roh yg berbual di atas telah pada mulanya membenarkan perasaan dorang tuk menanam dan memahat rasa syg dlm hati dorang..kan dah susah nk hilangkan..padan muke dorang..padan muke aku.

makan malam

oh ye..ni gmbr2 dinner ym3 aritu..aku masuk gune tiket sha..thx sha!muahhx..haha..dinner yg best,ade adibah noor,acustic band..mkanan leh la than..yg plg best skali at that night is sesi tangkop gamborrr!!sonokk..

..if only u know..

znaesh li ty..me corazion..

this song,
Dreams On Fire..



You Are My Waking Dream, You' re All Thats Real To Me
You Are The Magic In The World I See
You Are In The Prayer I Saying, You Are In My Two My Names
You Are The Faith That Make Me Belive
Dreams On Fire, Higher N Higher
Pasion Burning, Ride On The Path, Once For Forever Yours
In Me, All Your Heart, Dreams On Fire, Higher N Higher

You Are My Ocean Rage, You Are My Thought Each Day
You Are The Laughter From Childhood Games
You Are Things Further Down, You Are Where I Belong
You Are Make Me Feel In Every Songs
Dreams On Fire, Higher N Higher, Pasion Burning
Ride On The Path, Once For Forever Yours, In Me 
All Your Heart, Dreams On Fire, Higher N Higher

ni blog aku ke blog ym?

aduhai..
ape dah jadi ngan aku nyer blog ni?
adekah ini blog aku ataukah ini sudahpon menjadi blog kepada YM tesayang ku..
kepada anak2 yg xmengerti apekah itu maksudnya YM, mari saya terangkan..

"YM itu adelah huruf singkatan kepada perkataan young mercy..young mercy adelah anak kepada mercy malaysia..mereka2 itu adalah old mercy...kami young mercy..kami adalah sekumpulan manusia yg sedang menjalankan perihal kemanusiaan..community service..saya adelah kanak2 dr YM2 sesi 2007.kami sedang menjalankan program bagi mengumpul dana bagi pesakit2 HIV di rumah solehah..mereka2 sgt kesian..sgt..makn xckup..pakai xckup..tempat sempit..stigma masyarakat yg mengecam kewujudan mereka..fuh kejam..tu yg kami yg baik ni nk bantu tu..anda2 yg bace ni sile la turut membantu..bak kate omputeh,melayu pon ckp gak,cine pon,india pon,lain2 pon ckp gak 'sharing is caring' "

sejak beberapa hari yg lalu,sy berase agak cuak kerana tarikh perlaksanaan projek besar YM2 iaitu red ribbon carnival & dodgeball tournament itu sudah hampir yg teramat sgt..tp mereka2 yg disekeliling saya masih kedegaran berkata "ape kejadahnye dodgeball itu?" dalam hati berkata "adui serius ke ketinggalan cm tu skali dak ni?" huahua..jadi aku saya i me,sbagai salah seorang ahli YM2 yg amat kecuakan telah mengepostkan beberape posting bagi mengabrkan kepada umum tentang acara yg gemilang ini..

so skang aku dah konpius..ni blog aku ke, ke blog YM?
aku konpius..
masih konpius..

ape menatang dodgeball ni??

lai lai lai..come here!

as i have promised in the earlier entry, i will post a "how to play" on dodgeball kan?

nah amek ni..silela bace dgn seronok ye..pastu ape agy..g ar wat team korang and join our tournament!!

kalu nk tgk on video betape bestnye men menatang dodgeball ni..plz help urself tuk tekan link bawah ni ye..n kalu xkesah tunggu lame,tgk je la vid yg ade kat bwh ni..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CXQ8PlCGd_M&feature=related

gile best kan?so wut are u waiting for..g la plz make a team n show off ur talent!

heres are the rules...

Official Rules:

THE TEAM

Teams will be made up of 6-10 players. Six(6) players will compete on a side; others will be available as substitutes. Substitutes may enter the game only during timeouts or in the case of injury.

THE FIELD

The game may be played indoors or outdoors. The playing field shall be a rectangle at least 50 ft long and at least 30 ft wide, divided into two (2) equal sections by a center-line and attack-lines 3m from, and parallel to the centerline.

IDEAL MEASUREMENTS: 60’ x 30’ – Identical to a volleyball court.

THE EQUIPMENT

The official ball used in tournament and league play will be an 8.25" rubber-coated foam ball.

THE GAME

The object of the game is to eliminate all opposing players by getting them "OUT". This may be done by:

1. Hitting an opposing player with a LIVE thrown ball below the shoulders.

2. Catching a LIVE ball thrown by your opponent before it touches the ground.

Definition: LIVE: A ball that has been thrown and has not touched anything, including the floor/ground, another ball, another player, official or other item outside of the playing field (wall, ceiling, etc)

BOUNDARIES

During play, all players must remain within the boundary lines. Players may leave the boundaries through their end-line only to retrieve stray balls. They must also return through their end-line.

THE OPENING RUSH

Game begins by placing the dodgeballs along the center line – three (3) on one side of the center hash and three (3) on the other. Players then take a position behind their end line. Following a signal by the official, teams may approach the centerline to retrieve the balls. This signal officially starts the contest. Teams may only retrieve the three (3) balls to their right of the center hash. Once a ball is retrieved it must be taken behind the attack-line before it can be legally thrown.

TIMING AND WINNING A GAME

The first team to legally eliminate all opposing players will be declared the winner. A 3-minute time limit has been established for each contest. If neither team has been eliminated at the end of the 3 minutes, the team with the greater number of players remaining will be declared the winner. Details on overtime can be found in the NADA Rule Book.

TIME-OUTS & SUBSTITUTIONS

Each team will be allowed one (1) 30 second timeout per game. At this time a team may substitute players into the game.

5-SECOND VIOLATION

In order to reduce stalling, a violation will be called if a team in the lead controls all six (6) balls on their side of the court for more than 5 seconds. This also applies to tied teams. More details can be found in the NADA Rule Book

RULE ENFORCEMENT

During pool play or regular-season matches, rules will be enforced primarily by the "honor system"*. Players will be expected to rule whether or not a hit was legal or whether they were legally eliminated. All contests will be supervised by a court monitor*. The court monitor’s responsibility will be to rule on any situation in which teams cannot agree. THE COURT MONITOR’S DECISION IS FINAL – NO EXCEPTIONS.

*NOTE: During tournament play, All Semi-Final and Final Round matches will be officiated by no less than three (3) N.A.D.A. Officials. These officials will rule on all legal hits, out-of-bounds and 5-second violations.

N.A.D.A. Code of Conduct

1. Understand, appreciate and abide by the rules of the game.

2. Respect the integrity and judgment of game officials and N.A.D.A staff.

3. Respect your opponent and congratulate them in a courteous manner following each match whether in victory or defeat.

4. Be responsible for your actions and maintain self-control.

5. Do not taunt or bait opponents and refrain from using foul or abusive language.

hotness!..red ribbon carnival & dodgeball tournament

.click on image to enlarge.

Date: 14 March 2009
Time: 08:00 - 18:00
Location: BLOCK A, TMN TASIK TITIWANGSA
Email: ym2.0708@gmail.com

THIS IS HIV AWARENESS CAMPAIGN!! THE OBJECTIVES ARE :-

• To raise fund for HIV affected group/high risk group

• To inculcate and enhance awareness of HIV transmission among the target audience. The target may be aware of the dangerous of HIV but they also may have some misconception and misunderstanding how HIV is transmitted.


• To promote healthy lifestyle among the target audience

Activities that will be held on that day:-

• 1. Jogathon
• 2.Treasure Hunt
• 3.Photography Competition
• 4.Lucky Draw
• 5.Dodgeball Tournament
• 6.Basic Health Screening
• 7.Merchandise Sales (visit our website) (bijou bazaar will join too)if u r interested to have ur own booth for merchandise selling/promotion,u can contact us! =)
• 8.Exhibition Booth
• 9. LIVE band performance (inviting)

Busy?We have another way for you to participate in this program and serving the community...kindly by bank-in/transfer funds /donation to;

Acc Name: CUCMS Young Mercy
Acc no: 1624 4105 7338
(please email the bank transaction report to ym2.0708@gmail.com)


so guys..wut r u waiting for? interested in joining us for the dodgeball tournament? make ur own team NOW!..wait..u must be wondering what is the rules and regulation of the game and HOW on earth to play it aite?
i'll post the HOW TO PLAY entry later k..for now,go and watch the movie 'dodgeball' and u'll get the rough idea on it..

for ANY (anything) inquiry, do drop an email or two..or three..or..hehehe..
send ur soklan2 bernas (bukan beras tu k) at;

• akusyazz@gmail.com
• ym2.0708@gmail.com

visit our own blog on this event htt://dodgehiv.blospot.com

otak kematu

look,the clock is showing the time.
its 1.20am.
in not more than 8 hours, is my assessment.
yes i noe im supposed to be studying.
i noe.
btul..sgt tau..
trying.
xcaye..?sile lihat gambar rajah.diencephalon.

but. i cant. jz cant anymore.
dah kematu dah otak kerana membace mngenai otak.pham x?
see..i dont even understand wut im writing.
sah. dah kematu. fully loaded. tepu.
aaaaaaa..(bak kate shah)

my back is currently aching, due to various position i made during the reading process. pronation. supination. lateral recumbent. sume ade..

looking at my pharmacy rum8 yg sedang nyenyak tidur dibuai mimpi yg kemungkinan besarnya indah,mata ini seakan bertambah berat..membuatkan aku teringat kata2nya..(sila bygkan flashback ..gambar itam puteh tau..proses ini tidak memerlukan anda menggunakan cell2 cons yg terdapat pada retina mata anda)

rakanku itu berkata sebelom tido "hee~ dah ngantok (' _') "
"baru 1030 nk tido dah?" aku cuba mghalang
"dah xde keje nk wat.mata dah ngantuk.tido la." berpeluh besar aku mendgr replynye (-.-")
hatiku berbisik "sungguh nk kene dak2 pharmacy ni"


mahu tidor jugak!!
xbleh. g smbung stdy.
eee.yela.

..tinta hati..edisi khas

resah, gelisah, pilu,
singgah menghinggap di dahan kalbu,
satu menyatu,
menjadi satu..

aku kalut mengira waktu,
jasad khayal menuju buntu,
kerna kini diriku tahu,
apa itu ertinya rindu..

kankung kunyit

have u ever heard of "kangkung masak kunyit"?..mesti x kan?..yup,ni la antara salah satu 'resepi-men-hentam' aku..hari ni, resepi hentam dinamakan kangkung masak kunyit.trust me, yg ni xpedas..btul zawir..xpedas..yg ni xkn menyebabkan ulcer perut or buasir!haha..kali ni i letak dlm 10 bijik cili padi je..haha..

bahan2:

• perut yg kosong..yg dah bunyik 'kreokkk..kreokkk.."
  
• kankung 1 ikat (48sen je kat carrefour.murah nk mati.aku wat muke terkejut dpn akak penampal harga)
• bawang merah dan juga puteh (kut la skati)
• cili padi 10 bijik (hahaha..i loike) lebih pon xpe..buasir je pon =p
  
• peha ayam 2 ketul, amek daging je
• beberapa rejis cuka
• beberapa helai tepung jagung, jgn lupe tamboh ayer ikut suke
  
• garam sesedap lidah
• black pepper penambah kehangatan
• haa ckup la tu, nk ape lagi?

care2:

• goreng bawangs,cili n ayam..tonggang terbalikkan..cing2!
• pastu masukkn la sume bende yg lain secara berhemah
• tonggang terbalikkan lagi..byk2 kali..
• chuit2 msuk dlm mulut (cis,kurang garam.tambah.)
• amek pingan yg bunge2..gunekan sudip anda tuk kuarkan syur ke pinggan..
• tadaaaaaaa..
  

bukan nk puji diri sendiri,tp sedap gak la kangkung tu..huahua

diary baru?

yup atlast i decided to make my own blog instead of reading evryone else's every single day while saying "cis nk wat gak la".

had a diary. huh.not!!..erm,ye kot?ntah la..tu,yg kat gmbr tu..erm,more of a 'BURN BOOK' i guess..haha..yeah u noe,burn book, a book dat is suppose to reliefe my burning emotion..hny ditulis ketika jiwa meronta dan rase cam nk tumbuk or makan org! haha kalu korang tgk buku tu,hampir koyak the pages sbb ditulis dan diconteng dgn ganasnye..

actually i was hessitating (ok,xtau eja. i hv problms wit spelling.maaf.) to write a blog due to my lack of commitment (based on a true story). but anyway..dah terbuat kan?so..just wait n see. hehe :)

yosh,i hope this blog will not be my burn blog lak..haha..

please welcome.. 'tinta hidupku'