aku brsalah atau sluar?

hari 2 aku try pkai jeans yg br bli kt indon, mase kt sane sluar 2 still lg ble pkai, tp bile blk sni xmuat dh, adakah sluar 2 mgecil?

spagettonasi goreng tomyam? (thai+france+malaysia+minang)..waaahh makmur!

dah lame xtulis resepi2 pelik yg aku masak kan?
yela..dah sume yg aku masak sume pon resepi pelik yg org xpenah dgr,yg aku sendiri pon xtau ape nk pggil...bile org tny "syaz u masak ape?"....aku akan jwb.."huh??errr...ayam err..ntah..i pon xtau ape ni!haha i men masuk je.."

ok now, lets get back to the point..
tonite..i mean just now..i was really hungry..so i scrape off the kitchen to find anything that can be eaten..well theres many..but..hurm..nothing..

keep looking..

ahhaa!! theres rice!..hahaha..

but,,,,alahaiiii secipottttt je weyh.."well nasi kan leh kembang,nnt byk la"..and so i tot..

TING! the rice cooker popped.."yeay!!" i walked to it..."aduhaiiiiii,dah la sket,lekat2 kat tepi lak ko ye nasi?"...i scrape it off..."sesuap je dpt ni...hua.."...hurm xpe la..."curik spagetti kim la!yeay!hahaha"

so now, lets start cooking!

• first, heat the pan with some cooking oil..
• eh jap..tukar bahase la....ckp omputeh xbest la..
• ehem2..
• ok..eh silap!..baiklah..
  
• bile minyak dah panas, msukkn bwang merah besar yg telah dipotong smpi berdesir2...shhhshhhh shhh..merecik2..smpi wangi ok?
• pastu sila la masukn bwang puteh yg telah dicincang dgn gaya seorang chef..cincang laju2 tau..kalu xlaju nnt xjadi resepi ni..haha
• bile dah gile babs pny wangi smpi perot tu bertambah kuat bergendang, masukkn daging ayam yg didadu, hirisan sebijik hotdog, daduan sehelai nugget,dan tidak lupe potongan menggoda chicken fingers atau name laennya jemari ayam..
• berdesirrrrrrrrrr..shhhhhhssshhhshhshhhh!!
• goreng la smpi masak ye ayam2 dan bahan2 itu ye cik..
• errrkk,,lapar okkkk..
• ok kalu dah lapar sgt, masukkan la paste tomyam kedalam bahan gorengan anda tadi..
• gaul smpi jadi cantik dan berseri2..lebih kurang 3-4 min cmtu kire cantik la tu..
• pastu.......
• grrgrrr..bunyik lagi perut ni,..cepat la msak
  
• masukkan nasi yg telah dimasak, n spagetti yg dicuri drpd cabinet kim (thx kim!eh aym tu td pon kim pny..eh hotdog pon!haha)..sile jgn lupe rebus dulu spagetti itu ye..kang xpasal2 je..
• gaull
• gaul lagi
• ok lagi
• ok lapar sgt ni..cukup..
• cari mgkuk yg gmbr bunge2,masukkn masakn anda td..
• eh jap!!jgn lupe letak garam sket..n lada hitam..
• cis lapa smpi lupe..
• dah masukkan dlm mangkuk bunga tu?
• ok dah siap!!
• tngkap gmbr..hehe
  
• aaaaaa nyummm..

masih hidup

yup im still alive alrite..
it has bee awhile hasnt it?
not dat i dont want to write.
not dat i dont have anything in my mind dat i want to spill out
they are screaming inside me u know..
i simply dont have the time..
seriuosly..
pro exam is JUSTTTTT around the corner..
a few days ahead..
can u imagine wut kind of emotions im having..
all jumbled up..up to the point of..hurmm..i dont even have the word for it..

mbe i have to wait..
wait a little longer..
after pro ended,im sure theres hell lot i can write n chatter about..hehe

life is so boring rite now..
its all about discussion n reading n printing notes
the more i read..the more i dont know..
cane nk jadi doktor ni?
dui..penin...euewwuuuueeeuuueewww...

here some sweet memory dat is keeping me alive..
alive..d'oh..xde la mati kan..i mean..when ever i see dis pic, i can always smile no matter what is playing inside my head..

all black..beday afiq..

tangkap serangge kat cyber park..uhhuuu rindu..tsk..

missing the moment..

see how rakus we were?how happy we were..haha..those were the days..
rindu gile kot..ni raya plg hancus..plg rakus..

ni..xpaham..haha

aaa ade bykkk lagi gmbr nk letak..papparazzi byk sgt..nnt kontroversi lak kan..haha

ok mbe after pro..i'll be myself again..hehe..yeah..sure..yup sure!

peninju merah jambu

penah dgr x seni kata lagu.. "milik siapakah hati ini..."

ok..cube nyanyi seni kate ni..gunakan nada tuk lagu td tu.. "milik siapakah boxer ini.."

begini kisahnya..

satu hari sabtu yg panas..waktunya tgh hari..noon bak kate omputeh..sekumpulan kanak2 yg kelaparan telah berlumba2 pergi makan ke kedai kegemaran di cyberjaya iaitu kedai mak teh..hampir semua kanak2 itu belum mandi..tp kerana laparnya perut, mereka semua basuh muke, tukar baju, sembur perfume, naik keta dan terus pandu..

seperti biase..bila dah sampai ke kedai yg selalunye full house itu, pengunjung akan pergi ke kaunter nasi smbil berkata "cik nasi!"..sesudah makan..kanak2 yg sekumpulan itu td berbual bual dgn gembiranya..sesudah penat bergelak ketawa..dan sedar akan keadaan diri yg belum mandi itu..seorang kanak2 riang yg sudah kekeyangan ingin membayar makanan yg telah dilahap itu td..oleh yg demikian, kanak2 ini dgn bangganya telah bangun dan bergerak ke kaunter..counter top tu cm agak paras pinggang bg kanak2 yg beriya2 ingin membayar itu..dengan itu..beliau pon merehatkan siku di atas kauter pembayaran itu smbil menonggekkan punggungnya yg sesungguhnya........errr.....how should i put it...errrr....xpe,anda pk la sendiri..
sambil die tonggeng2 punngung itu,,,,,die tidak sedar akan keadaan t-shirtnya yg pendek dan terangkat itu telah menyerlahkan satu sinaran berwarna merah jambu yg amat menyilaukan mata..tanpa membuang mase salah seorang dr kanak2 yg sekumpulan itu td yg otaknya mmg laju bila nk mengenakan org, telah mgeluarkan iphonenya dan ape lagi "SNAP!CLICK!"........"hahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahaha!!" kedengaran tawa besar yg menggegarkan makteh itu...org2 yg tidak dikenali dr meja2 laen juga memandang dan turut serta dlm proses penggelakkan itu...

kanak2 yg menonggeng itu td merasa gegaran akibat tawa besar itu td..die pon menoleh ke belakang...jeng jeng jeng...sume org dlm kedai tu tgh pandang die smbil ketawa dan senyum kambing...serta merta mukanya menjadi merah...tangannye meraba ke bajunya di bahgian belakang dan...suppppp!..menurunkan bajunya yg terangkat td..

aku pon memandang padanya dgn mata sayu berkata..

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"mr.K....seksi laaaaaa....."*winkwink*

..hehehe..

pleading self

"syaz..plz stop this childish act of yours..u r much better than this..u know u do..dont do this to ur self plz..u noe how it'll end.don let ur self drown again.stop it.stop it."i begged to myself

what a roller coaster ride a had tonite..
start with end in mind..
as ibu always say "the ending that is important"
i doesnt care how my day started..
as long as i get into bed smiling..its fine..
well..tonite, i end my day with a smile..a big one..heeee~ =)..hehe..im honestly happy..
music always have it way to make my frown melt..

"You seem to know the way
to turn my frown upside down
you always know what to say
to make me feel like everything’s ok"

-lenka-

RE: nymph

frustratedly i wrote the entry 'nymph'..to sha..so die si kaki donlod tu, will donlod statrek for me..
BUT this is what she write back in her blog..

RE: nymph

Kawan, star trek movie nih nye original dvdrip lom kuar lg...
u nk CAM nye, yg record dlm wayang nye ade la...
sakit mata tgk...sakit tinge dgr...mau?

Dh dload nnt...i bg eh...dgn caj spesel utk u....
saye caj awk....blanje sy mkn sushi king....okie?


this is my reply ...

RE RE: nymph

sume org kejam kat i.

im frustrated.
nyampah.
=(..

seriusly dis is my actual reaction..HUAAAAAAA!

hehehehe..

nymph

sha..tolong donlodkan star trek tuk i plz..

do u cook?

lauk tu sedap..sayang nk buang..
tapi..

dah tawar la rasa dia..
cane ek?nape ek?
garam xcukup la tu kot..
xpun,sbb dah lame sgt simpan dlm fridge tu..


dah pudar la warna dia..
adui..
mungkin sebab terlebih letak air kot..
xpun..sbb api tu besar sangat..panas sgt
tu la warna dia bertukar

nak g beli garam sikit la..
perlu ke?

nak tambah kunyit..pekatkan balik
perlu ke?

tak perlu la pakai garam..cuba gula..mungkin lebih sedap
kunyit?tukar warna baru nk?hijau?letak cili..mungkin lagi cantik

tapi..
tapi ape lagi..


lauk tu sedap..
syg nk buang..


laa..td kata dah tawar..dah len warnanya
masak je la yg baru..
rase die mmg la xsama
tp mane tau lagi sedap ke?

xleh..
nape lak..



tong gas xde..
aaa

ayam

have u ever been called a chicken before?
"alaa...ur a chicken!chicken!chicken!"
people always refer cowards as chicken..but why?


today..
i have realised why..
i attended the shortsem repro class..
today is physio of reproductive system with....
dr.hafiz ngoo..

"sperm production is influence by temperature jugak tau..dat is why ur testis is outside ur body"
"hehehehe" the guys laughed
"but not all have their testis outside of their body..like ayam..ayam punya testis kat dalam"
"hahaha..chickens have no balls..haha.." the girls whisper

me concluded "oh!patut la org pggil org penakut chicken!bcoz they have no balls.."

tp ade org ckp "bukan la..sbb ayam bile die nmpk bende je die lari.."

i countered "xla! btul la tu..sbb chickens have no balls"

org td ckp blk "xla..abes tu..ikan pon xde testis kat luar kan?nape org xpggil org penakut, "HEY FISH!""

me "tp" "......" "ngok la die ni" "hahaha"


ok..which one is the correct theory?

=)

the study group is on tonite.yeay.

aaaa..kecamuk

should i study or should i not?
haih..is that even a question?..ofcoz i have to..i dont want to..but i HAVE to!its pro exam in..what..39 days?aarghh..but here i am..in the pbl room, tapping on these little black tiles with white letters printed on each, looking out through the glass wondering if my study group frens is coming or not..

i am very sure i cannot study alone..how can i?byak gile kot nk bace..9 systems..2 years..in 39 days?it like SPM all over again but its definitely HARDER! waahh if only i have the brain which its sel-sel otak bergabung dengan rakus sampai terbabas2..mine is..hurm..figure it out yourself..

tot of having a study group..i really hope that i would work out..honestly,sgt jeles ok dgn study group jude,azrina,naji, ainun n some others which tirelessly come to this campus evryday..studying together everyday..enriching their knowledge with every single discussion they have.for sure they have studied a lot..kan?..me?duh..nk ngis ar pk..takut weyh..aku bodo tp respi pon xabes study agy..im moving veryyyyyyyyyyyy slow here..what should i do?..im frustrated with myself.

now, im cracking my head out figuring a way for me to study..i cannot study alone..im not as smart as some of my friends who doesnt have to work their ass off to score..for me passing is a pleasure..

what should i do?

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im still looking through that glass...
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nobody..

i guess i have to study alone today..
haih..
g study syaz!!shooh!shooh!!

setan xguna!!!!!!!!!!!!

ni la rupe setan xgune tu!!

setan xguna PENIPU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ko mmg nk mati kan??!
"nk mandi pulok"..what the funcking hell??? pdahal ko tgh wat bende bongok kat sebelah ni!! ko tipu abg ko...KANTOI!!!selama ni ko tipu aku jugak!!!!!tahikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ko!!!!!setannnnnnn aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

selama ni ko ckp "dah2 aku nk stdy!jgn kaco!" @ "jap..aku ade keje ni"..ko tipu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!xberguna ko wahai manusia tahi durjana!

padan muke ko kene baling ngan sume bende yg ade depan mata aku!nasib baik xde pisau!!

best gile kalu ade depan mata aku..mmg aku tikam ko si penipu!

ko tahiiiiiiikkk!!huaaa..ko mmg manusia xguna..

ni ko..bukan yg berdiri tu..






ko gelak2 ye tgk aku tulis bende ni...ko tunggu..ko doa je la yg aku xnmpk bende2 tajam kat depan mata aku..



penipu!!!!!