Wednesday, March 18, 2009

u are so wrong

i told u "i may not be here for u forever.i might walk away" and u said "no u wont"..now let us see..

who do u think u r? u know very well not to dare me..
what?u r mad?so...???do you think i care? hear me..I DO NOT..

u r so outdated. yes i admit, i WAS deeply into u. but as u can read, 'i WAS'.no more.not anymore.will never do again.NOT..i do not look at things the same way anymore, and it is because of u. u treat us girls like rubbish. u treated me like shit, like i was nothing, like i had no feelings.i was not appreciated at all...maybe u didnt realize this --> im not a toilet paper

although there are some good in u that i cannot deny, it has been over shadowed by ur bad demeanor.

once, i care so much for u, but u ended up hurting me. it was very painful for me to even let my mind drift to think about it. i don know how can i still treat u like a fren after all that u have done to me. i still lend my ears for u if u have any prob, i still help u in any way that i can if u are caught in a trouble..even after 4 years..

u left me in the darkness to rot. for 6 months i cried my heart out. even though u were with someone else, in the name if god, i do pray for ur happiness (though i want u to feel a little bit of my missery).but i do pray for u to change. for u to treat the girl not like u treat me. for u to make her happy. believe me,i do.... do you change? NO..not even a bit. not even by a fraction of a degree. u hurt the girl just as u hurt me.haih.. as u always say "u noe me syaz..u noe me very well.dah aku mmg cani..aku jahat.xleh nk wat pape =)" .bongok. people can change. its up to ourself whter we want to change it all or just go with the flow where the devil leads us.

i cannot call u in certain names?..maybe last time, i will do u a favor by calling u nice names, never once i say 'bodo' 'bongok' 'babun' 'babi' 'setan' or any word that might hurt ur feeling. but now?? xleh gak ke?in ur head.

stupid moron: ko ade nmpk pendrive aku?
me: huh?gile ke ko ni?
stupid moron: haih,aku tny, sume org xtau.ni aku mara ni.haha
me: ee..ko ni pehal?bodo ek?
stupid moron: ape ko pnggil aku? B***?? cube ko ulang..
me: bodo?
stupid moron : =)
me: asal?mara?lantak la.xkesah.fine.bye.

i do not care even a bit. ur name is not in the list of people whom i should respect. do u in ur little tiny winiee brain which is located in ur resonance-on-percussion skull, think that i will say sorry to u? in ur dreams. i am a type of person who will put my best effort trying not to hurt the feeling of whom i care. i will say sorry countless of times.but please, dat word is not for u anymore.

this is my weakness, i shouldnt tell anyone, but here goes..
it is not easy for me to like sumone. its even harder for me to start caring. but when i do, i tell u, i do care. i will go above and beyond for the one that i care just so i can see a smile carved on their lips, even if that would hurt me. when i say i love sumone, i really mean it. some does say that im 'annoying'. im sorry dear. but it is because i care for u so much that i acted dat way. for heaven sake, i never force anyone whom i care n love to do the same thing for me. so u dont have to act as if u do. im simple, if u like me,say it. if u dont, the same rules apply. my love & care is unconditional. but patience is one hell of a different story. theres a limit to it, and mine sure have one. if u push me away, i will not go straight away..i will stay in a corner for some time..n when u r in need of my help,i will come running back to u.but..if u keep pushing n pushing me away with all ur might, and my heart just cant stand it anymore, i will take a walk and say bye bye.


i do not hate..but i resent u in many ways



25 comments:

Anonymous said...

err...bleh ke ak teka sape org nie?

elly ezani said...

u deserve someone who really cares for u =)
take ur own time n wait ur unconditional love.
seriously. it's worth the wait.

and u'll be like in infinite happy
when u finally meet him =))))))

DEVILICIOUS said...

haah ni psl bazil. confirm. sy cop sirim. hehe.

rilex shaz. dia x deserve awk lansung! rugi besa. awk sgt baik dkt dia tau. sgt care psl dia. dia je x sdar. huh mamat tuh!. sy yg gewam tau! >=( >=P

tape je. bunga bkn seorg. kumbang bkn sekuntum. bazil bkn ssekor. hehe.

Ojoi said...

hahaha.ni pepatah mane dtg ni? Buzz-ill (bkn name sbenar) kn.die kn merman.kite manusia laen alam.mane ley masok. hahaha

DEVILICIOUS said...

ojoi? hahaha. suda tuka? nsb baik I knal kura2 tuh. kalu x bole bwk bgado nih. aum! hewah2 sukati la! sape lg melayu? hehe. awk pun sama je. lacoste!(<--- mcmc nama sbnr. hahaha)

Ojoi said...

hehehe ap ap?sape diriku ini? taw ke?knal ke?syg ke?mane de! lacoste xda dlm kamus ni.
awk tu boyenita xpe kn? wek2 :P shaz pinjam ur blog.i nk perang jap hehe

DEVILICIOUS said...

haish mana bole x knal. kalu da lacoste kena la alert O.O dangerous owh~ siap kuar hazard light. siren suma. oho nak perang ke! war! war! hehe.

Ojoi said...

owh. that lacoste is so dangerous. that lacoste is so dangerous. that lacoste is so taf boy!
oo yeah.hehe nuke launch.kaboom! piat cakerawal landing skit.pdn muke you! huh alert yee. penghulu kmk (bkn name sebenar) ley lak lyn kn.oo name i je aumm la kn?

DEVILICIOUS said...

taf? hahaha. musti! tafnyerrr! 1 pack tau! XD

hehe perv la kamal. jgn lupa. kismis minda mana. smart tuh. perv! hehe landing piat je? mana? pp tembam eyh? awk je bole. nah muka =)

Ojoi said...

yeah 1 pack! kite kne la modest kn.xley tamak2.
ap brg 6 pack?cm tembok keras kn.one pack cm sofa lembut bes landing.haha.eh ha uh perv perv.
kismis kismis.tada~ perv! oh jgn di offer. silap aribulan.mkn tembam pipi tu.hoho b-( (piat)

akusyazz said...

hahaha wahh ojoi?apekah itu wahai kamal?
eh anyway,nape perang2 ni?yadush sai..awak asek gaduh ngan org kat blog saya..hahahahaha..dah2 jgn gaduh..kalau gaduh2 xsweet la kamal..xgentlemen la cmtu..layan sai-yang leklok..u ni xbaik tau gaduh2 ngan die..kang i reject u,xkasi sai kawn ngan u kang..haaa..baik2 ngan sai..sy syg die gak tau!babab kamal!..mintak maaf balk ngan sai.ahaha..b-( (piat dua2 org)

Ojoi said...

haha i pn xtaw ojoi tu ap.bia laa perang2!
sai la ni! aumm aumm! lacoste la kn!
die boyenita oowh! hehe alaa sai n ke kwn ngn saye? sape laa saye ni.dgr name pn n aumm.
kn sai kn kn. :P k2.sbb u da kate cmtu kn.
sorry sai sorry.ley kwn blk x? hehe

DEVILICIOUS said...

hahaha. haah sian awk shaz. blog ni da jd tmpt sy main dodgeball =P

huh dia mmg! x sweet! x gentleman! tgk tuh shaz psn O.O lyn saiyang elok2 ok! eyh tp sy pun kena piat jgak? mana aci! (dkt india banyak) pe plak sy pun kena +.+ hahaha.

oho boyenita. tp nak kwn? apa sori2! sori nak lori! nah b-( hawaiian chicken dl pape pun. hehe =)

Ojoi said...

hahah shaz tgk la saiyangBOYENITA awk ni!
makan2 je keje.perut xbesar2 gak (laen la i)
seb baek i pn da lame xmkn pizza hut! jeng3, excuse.oo xsweet la.xgentleguy la.x xtaf laa. x xhensem laa kn.fine.haha

DEVILICIOUS said...

hewah2. nak majuk plak. apa boyenita! nama nak matching la kan. awk sorg lacoste da la. huh. fine. tgk je blog sy lps ni. muahahaha >=) >=P

akusyazz said...

hahaha dah2..xmo la gaduh2...haish..cane nk kawin kalu cani???hehe

Ojoi said...

mohoho.xde xde.you jump i jump.i lacoste you boyenita. <--- fullstop eleh ap laa sgt blog die. xtakot pn.hehe

haha.shaz.kawen?mane dee.klu kawen abes la lebam i kne piat. abrasor owh sai. cheng3 haha

DEVILICIOUS said...

excuse me. tumpang lalu kjap. sape nak kawin dgn awk. huh. yek! >=P XD shaz awk jgn ckp benda koto. najish. cplet2. tabaik. hahaha.

kalu I abrasor. you abrasive. cheng3. hehe.

Ojoi said...

heleh bajet! sape nk kawen ngn awk gak?
sy kate kalau je (as if) hehehe
xnk xnk! sakit bdn sakit2.ouch ouch
waa smpai thp najish tu.aum!
haha.i sofa je kay.lembut empuk enak ;)

DEVILICIOUS said...

apa skt bdn! awk parang sy! snapang sy tape plak! gdik jerrr nak ouch2! huh. br piat sikit! kata taf!

bkn sofa je. bangku. kusi. pun suma you. hehe.

Ojoi said...

eh mmg pn.taf! yeah! hehe
tp awk pnya piat mcm kne tembak ngn mesingan.
sakit! ouch ouch
hehe ye la.kusi sume i la kn.
meja kopi,mangkuk jamban,cover mag men's helath.
ye sume i.kam cuise pn i :P

DEVILICIOUS said...

oho mesingan la kan. sape srh offer. hehehe. pacman2. ngap3. zas. hilang ceri. magic. tada~ ;):)

men's health special edition kan. utk org2 munchet boroi mcm awk. hehe.

Ojoi said...

hehe.sape sruh xalert.eh ap tu eherm? haa ap??
*kuis2 ceri.cpat2 nnti die nmpk*
ap awk?? eh tade pape *ceri dlm sudu*
tada~ hesh agak2 skit.bkn owh
edisi super taf ooo.ntok artis2 cm sy. :))

DEVILICIOUS said...

ceit. msn punya org. bsk msm baeng suma pun you. huh.


hahaha. kita moeit :)>- mcm beri2 (sjnis penyakit) yeah! <--- :-?? hehe.

Ojoi said...

haha.ap in?mentang2 la i dbkl,alam flora, ap lg?indah water.i la busuk baeng msm ye.
ohoo.mmg mmg.meito kn kn! :)>- yeah!