u are so wrong

i told u "i may not be here for u forever.i might walk away" and u said "no u wont"..now let us see..

who do u think u r? u know very well not to dare me..
what?u r mad?so...???do you think i care? hear me..I DO NOT..

u r so outdated. yes i admit, i WAS deeply into u. but as u can read, 'i WAS'.no more.not anymore.will never do again.NOT..i do not look at things the same way anymore, and it is because of u. u treat us girls like rubbish. u treated me like shit, like i was nothing, like i had no feelings.i was not appreciated at all...maybe u didnt realize this --> im not a toilet paper

although there are some good in u that i cannot deny, it has been over shadowed by ur bad demeanor.

once, i care so much for u, but u ended up hurting me. it was very painful for me to even let my mind drift to think about it. i don know how can i still treat u like a fren after all that u have done to me. i still lend my ears for u if u have any prob, i still help u in any way that i can if u are caught in a trouble..even after 4 years..

u left me in the darkness to rot. for 6 months i cried my heart out. even though u were with someone else, in the name if god, i do pray for ur happiness (though i want u to feel a little bit of my missery).but i do pray for u to change. for u to treat the girl not like u treat me. for u to make her happy. believe me,i do.... do you change? NO..not even a bit. not even by a fraction of a degree. u hurt the girl just as u hurt me.haih.. as u always say "u noe me syaz..u noe me very well.dah aku mmg cani..aku jahat.xleh nk wat pape =)" .bongok. people can change. its up to ourself whter we want to change it all or just go with the flow where the devil leads us.

i cannot call u in certain names?..maybe last time, i will do u a favor by calling u nice names, never once i say 'bodo' 'bongok' 'babun' 'babi' 'setan' or any word that might hurt ur feeling. but now?? xleh gak ke?in ur head.

stupid moron: ko ade nmpk pendrive aku?
me: huh?gile ke ko ni?
stupid moron: haih,aku tny, sume org xtau.ni aku mara ni.haha
me: ee..ko ni pehal?bodo ek?
stupid moron: ape ko pnggil aku? B***?? cube ko ulang..
me: bodo?
stupid moron : =)
me: asal?mara?lantak la.xkesah.fine.bye.

i do not care even a bit. ur name is not in the list of people whom i should respect. do u in ur little tiny winiee brain which is located in ur resonance-on-percussion skull, think that i will say sorry to u? in ur dreams. i am a type of person who will put my best effort trying not to hurt the feeling of whom i care. i will say sorry countless of times.but please, dat word is not for u anymore.

this is my weakness, i shouldnt tell anyone, but here goes..
it is not easy for me to like sumone. its even harder for me to start caring. but when i do, i tell u, i do care. i will go above and beyond for the one that i care just so i can see a smile carved on their lips, even if that would hurt me. when i say i love sumone, i really mean it. some does say that im 'annoying'. im sorry dear. but it is because i care for u so much that i acted dat way. for heaven sake, i never force anyone whom i care n love to do the same thing for me. so u dont have to act as if u do. im simple, if u like me,say it. if u dont, the same rules apply. my love & care is unconditional. but patience is one hell of a different story. theres a limit to it, and mine sure have one. if u push me away, i will not go straight away..i will stay in a corner for some time..n when u r in need of my help,i will come running back to u.but..if u keep pushing n pushing me away with all ur might, and my heart just cant stand it anymore, i will take a walk and say bye bye.

i do not hate..but i resent u in many ways